Disappointments…

Well, remember the friend I was supposed to hang out with, who I was worried I have to answer questions about my life. Well, that was a bust this friend of mine never called me back or texted or facebook messaged or anything.  I never even got a response that was a lame old excuse and obviously a lie. I would have preferred a lie over radio silence at this point.  Then things get weird the day after this person blew me off I get invited to their birthday party. If that is not sending mixed messages, I don’t know what is. Their is a good chance I might not be able to make it since I am broke anyway (and the place this person picked is oh so expensive), and there will be enough people there that I will want to hide in a corner. I like interacting with people on an individual level, but ten to fifteen people will make me want to curl up in a ball.

Their is a good chance I will just treat this person to coffee since I can afford that, in lieu of spending too much money on a dinner with people I hardly know.  Part, of me doesn’t even want to do that because they have flaked on me so many times over this past year. Oddly, have the reason I suggest coffee last time was to see if they would show up before I could commit to food or not in the first place. I know it sounds like I am dating this person, but this friendship has been in a precarious position since August.

I feel like this friendship is at a fork in the road and I am deciding whether or not to go left or right. Actually, truth be told my life is beginning to feel that way where it has been a series of little disappointments be it in hanging out with certain people, or going through the laborious process of job hunting and interviews. I think I just want a win, I want something to pull through, and work out for me for once. I don’t care if its a person or an employment opportunity I am not picky. I am just curious if any of my other readers, are going through a similar malaise in which they are going through disappointments with the series of unfortunate events happening in their lives?

One thought on “Disappointments…

  1. I have been there a few times but the thing is you have to push through it. You cannot allow a set back however big or small to stop you. sometimes you feel like there is nothing you can do to change things, that so many things go wrong. That’s when you need to stop and reevaluate what you are doing. Is it worth it? Is it really what you want? and then go from there. You will make it through this and you will be stronger on the other side…that I can guarantee. best of luck!!

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